SO I had surgery last week in Southern California.

I returned this week to find a termination letter from my employer. WOW! @ years and $20.00/hr down the drain.

Now fat girl (me) wants a cheeseburger and a pizza and some motherfukn jack in the box but NO FOOD! NOT EVEN A BITE!

Okay how bout a drink. I could really use a few shots to take the edge off. NO BOOZE! for 6 weeks.

Oh and J and I are fighting like mad crazy because I can't seem to get over her beatn my ass. So I try and make her treat me real good now to justify me staying with her but it just makes me look like a bitch. I shouldda dumped her when she did it but I didn't have the balls.

I can't even go shopping because there's no point in buying clothes when I'll shrink out of em in a week. My jeans are all saggy already (NOT CUTE).

I got my period which is actually good since I haven't had one since like October or Nov. BUT it's makin all my emotions even worse.

THIS SUCKS!